Saturday, July 30, 2011

Leap of Faith by kimberlycullen10 & SorceressCirce

A/N: Dearest naelany,

You mean the world to us, and we are so happy we were able to put together a little something for your birthday. This is a continuation of Leap of Faith, the Sethward drabbles we wrote for you awhile back. We hope you enjoy reading a little more of their story.

Have a fantastic birthday full of chocolate and yarn and all the hot men you can handle!

We love you sfm,
Kimber and Jen




disbelief

We ignore them. Seth slips his hand into mine as we quicken our steps, leaving our towels and shirts on the ground.

Unfortunately, we haven’t gone very far before we hear the sound of something crashing through the undergrowth. Seth looks back over his shoulder and says, “I don’t fucking believe it.”

I look to find that Emmett really is coming with us – they all are. “You gotta be kidding me.”

Seth looks over at me, and I sigh, squeezing his hand as I look up at the sky.

Don’t they know what I want to do to this man?


resigned

I’m aware, obviously, that they do know what I want to do to Seth, which is precisely why they’re skipping along – Jake is literally skipping – and taunting us.

“You two are fucking adorable, lookit you!” Embry coos.

“The only thing missing is a field of flowers for you to frolic through,” Jasper laughs.

“Get a room!” Jacob shouts. Seth, without breaking stride, calls over his shoulder, “You already used that one, dickhead!”

I shake my head. Through their playful chatter, I begin to wonder if I’ll be able to go through with this if they’re all going to be around.


anticipate

The day is brutal. In some ways, it’s amazing – Seth is very open with his affection. He sits on my knee and brushes against me. He kisses me and gives this little hum that sends electricity racing through my body.

And that’s why it’s so much worse.

The guys give us no time alone, surrounding us at lunch and insisting on a game of football in the afternoon.

When I groan as I watch Seth and Embry wrestling after a tackle, Jasper appears at my side. “No significant others, loverboy,” he teases.

“We’re not…” I begin.

He raises an eyebrow.


falter

“I mean I... we’re not… we haven’t… uh, no,” I stammer, inwardly kicking myself for sounding like such a child.

“Not yet, anyway,” Seth amends, arriving at my side. He reaches for my hand and gives it a reassuring squeeze.

Seth’s touch gives me confidence; I smile at Jasper and say, “Yeah, so butt the fuck out.”

Jasper and Seth both burst out laughing, and I join in. I can’t help it – despite my nerves, I’m the happiest man alive.

Seth plants a short, sweet kiss on my lips, leaving me simply breathless as he heads back into the game.


expect

Despite Jasper’s joking, I take his words to heart and try my best to just enjoy the rest of the day. It has been way too long since I saw the guys this way, so I try to ignore the possibility of Seth.

It’s not easy.

Somehow, though, the day passes, until we’re sitting around the bonfire again. This time, Seth’s hand rests lightly on my knee as he leans into me. The contact reminds me forcibly that it’s not much longer before we’ll be alone.

I find myself hoping our friends will stop being jackasses when we go inside.


delay

Seth yawns dramatically. “I’m ready for bed.”

I’m already on my feet. “Me, too.”

The guys whoop and holler outside as I all but slam the bedroom door behind us. When I turn around, Seth is sprawled out on my bed.

He grins wickedly. “C’mere, baby.”

I climb over him, hungrily claiming his lips with my own. He moans, running his hands down my sides.

Sudden pounding on the door startles us both.

“Hey! We, uh, forgot something in there!”

“Yeah, we need your balls–”

Uncontrollable laughter echoes outside the doorway.

“–Uh, your football!”

Seth and I sigh.


ignore

“Fuck them,” Seth whispers against my lips, his hands snaking under my shirt. “I’ve been waiting to do this for so long.”

“You have?” I can’t help asking in surprise as I sit up.

Seth’s lips curve into a wicked smirk. “Yes. Do you really want to talk about this right now?”

As I look down at him, he reaches behind his neck and yanks his shirt over his head. He hisses at his sunburn but otherwise ignores it. The sight of his half-nude body below me is too much.

“Oh, fuck,” I growl, leaning down to kiss him passionately.


scar

Seth deepens our kiss, eliciting a moan from me. I pull my shirt off and lean down again, bracing myself on my forearms as his hands roam my back.

"Jesus, Edward,” he breathes. He flips us over, and his fingers move to my zipper. He looks at me with dark eyes. “Can I taste you?”

“Please,” I whimper. Seth slides my pants down, freeing my hard length. He moans, bending to capture my head between his lips.

At that moment, the door bangs open.

“You’re awfully quie– holy fuck!” Emmett cries, stumbling backward and knocking Embry, Jake, and Jasper over.


focus

Seth sighs as I slide from his lips. He sits up, scowling at the door and running his fingers through his hair. When he looks back at me, he mutters, “Sorry.”

“For what?”

“This isn’t exactly how I saw this going…”

It’s not what I imagined either, but now that it’s so close, I can’t stop. “Ignore them, baby,” I whisper, sitting up to kiss him again. “And lock the door.”

He flashes me a grin and nods. Before he can move, we hear, “Uhh… we’re going to the lake. You… yeah…”

Jasper’s voice cuts off as a door slams.


fumble

Although we know they will be gone for quite a while, Seth shuts and locks the door.

He grins. “Now… where were we?”

I pull him on top of me, moving to slip his shorts off while I do. He goes to finish pulling mine off at the same time, though, and we end up tangled in each other.

We laugh softly as we squirm out of the rest of our godforsaken clothing.

I grab his ass, pressing our naked bodies together, and we both moan. “That’s where we were,” I manage, before he slips his tongue into my mouth.


relish

After kissing me thoroughly, he whispers, “Not quite.”

I don’t know what he means until he slides down my body, coming to rest between my spread knees. “Here’s where we were…” he adds, licking his lips.

“Jesus…” I grab the pillow and shove it under my head, completely absorbed with watching everything he does. He scatters kisses over my thighs and licks teasingly at my balls. My cock twitches, drawing his gaze, and he closes his eyes before covering my shaft with open-mouth kisses.

My hand fists the pillow under my head as my other hand tangles in his hair.


pressure

I struggle to keep my eyes open – I need to see him; I need to watch my cock slip between his lips, feel the heaven that is his mouth.

He flattens his tongue and moves up and down, sliding it along my shaft. I cry out when he reaches my head and swirls around it, flicking along my most delicate skin.

He continues his ministrations, and I quickly reach the brink. I don’t want to finish yet, though – I want a chance to make him feel as good as he’s making me feel.

I hope I can.

“Seth, baby, stop…”


elated

He pulls away, licking me slowly as if he can’t get enough, and the sight awakens something feral in me. I grab him and yank him toward me, moaning at the taste of my pre-cum on his tongue.

Not breaking our kiss, I roll us to the side until I’m hovering over him again. His hands roam up and down my back, squeezing my bare ass as his fingertips tease my entrance. “Fuck, you’re hot,” he whispers.

I smile as I kiss my way down his chest, enjoying the salty taste of his skin as my tongue traces his nipple.


whimper

I continue to tease his skin lightly with my lips, dusting tender kisses along his abdomen as I move lower. I hear his breath hitch when I run my tongue along the groove of his pelvis, which leads me right down to where I want to be.

I take him into my mouth slowly, savoring every inch of him, every second of what I've wanted for so long.

"Oh, God..." Seth moans, his voice a low, sexy rumble that sets me on fire. I hum around him, and the vibrations make his hips buck up off the bed. "Fuck, Edward..."


plea

Seth is rock hard in my mouth, his cock twitching and his hips writhing. It’s so clear that he’s as turned on as I am, and I’m completely in awe that I’m here doing this with him.

I put everything I have into it, licking and sucking and kneading. When my fingers brush beneath his balls, he spreads his legs wider and moans. “Jesus, Edward… please…”

I lift my head at his breathless whisper, stroking him as I say, “Tell me what you want, baby.”

He meets my gaze levelly, his brown eyes smoldering. “Fuck me… please. Wanna feel you…”


pause

I swear, I nearly come right then. What it would feel like to be inside of him... God, I can hardly wait.

But a single thought stops me.

"God, Seth, I want that more than anything. But do you... do you happen to have a condom?"

He frowns, and my hopes dissipate. Almost as quickly, though, he perks up. "I don't... but I know who does."

Seth leaps off the bed and runs out of the room, leaving me completely dumbfounded. He returns a moment later, holding a box of Trojans.

Grinning, he says, "At least Emmett's good for something."


slick

He climbs back into bed, his arm snaking around my waist just as I hop up. “You coulda just said no,” he laughs.

I shoot him a grin over my shoulder and catch his eyes lingering on my ass. I tease him, shaking it playfully as I lean down to dig in my bag. Grabbing my small bottle of lube, I turn back around, but my smartass retort freezes on my lips at the sight before me.

Seth is stretched out on his back, one arm tucked behind his head as the other strokes his cock.

“Holy fuck,” I mutter.


return

Seth bites his lip and hums appreciatively when I climb back on the bed, straddling his legs.

"I like how you look on top of me," he says, tossing me a mischievous smile. "But I think I'll like how you look inside of me even more. Come here, baby. I need to feel you."

His words send an electric current throughout my body. Instead of responding, though, I pop open the bottle of lube and pour a bit in my hand. Then I brush him out of the way gently and slide my slick hand up and down his length.


heat

My body heats as I watch him roll his hips and press his head into the pillow. His back is arched, his lips parted as he moans softly. When I lean down to kiss him, he tries to devour me, and I can’t help but groan at the realization that Seth’s enthusiasm for life extends to the bedroom.

“Stop teasing me, Edward…” he murmurs, making me chuckle.

“I wasn’t, baby.”

He half-pouts up at me, and I hold his gaze as my hand drifts down between his legs. I rub lightly against his puckered flesh, and he inhales sharply, nodding.


sear

I flip the box of Trojans open, tear the packet with my teeth, and roll the condom onto my cock in one swift motion. Seth watches every move I make, so I duck my head to kiss him quickly, yet passionately, before sitting up again.

I position myself at his entrance, teasing him a little with my head before slowly pushing into him.

Seth's breath catches, and I still my hips so he can get used to the feel of me inside him. I, meanwhile, am overwhelmed; being this perfectly intimate with him is nearly more than I can bear.


gasp

His arms reach up, encircling my neck as he urges me closer. Our kiss is heated, filled with something I can’t quite name. When his nails scratch along my shoulder blades, I begin moving, pumping in and out of him slowly, deeper and deeper with each thrust.

“Faster,” he whispers. I smile against his cheek and do exactly what he asks.

His moan is low and throaty, ending in a broken, “Harder.”

“Fuck,” I gasp, unsure how much I can take.

Seeing Seth this way – so vocal and commanding – is nearly my undoing. I struggle, focusing on making this last.


race

He throws his head back, his mouth open in unspoken words of ecstasy as I thrust into him.

"Jesus," I breathe into his ear. "You're gorgeous."

His hands move down my sides until they stop on my ass. He squeezes, digging his fingernails into my skin.

"Edward," he groans, breathless. "You're incredible. Fuck me harder, baby. I'm so close..."

I prop myself up and reach between us, grabbing his cock in my hand as I pound into him.

When he cries out my name again, I revel in the fact that I am the one making him feel this way.


ecstasy

I feel tingling begin in my thighs, spreading up my back and down my legs, making my toes curl. In desperation, I twist my hand and stroke Seth faster, hoping against hope to get him there first. With only a few more passes, he cries out wordlessly, arching his back.

I press both my fists into the mattress, my rhythm faltering as I drive harder, deeper, faster – so, so close but still needing something.

Panting, Seth lifts up on his elbows and bites my neck. The change in position makes him tighten around me, sending me spiraling out of control.


complete

With whispered words of bliss, I feel his release hot and wet against my stomach. In the same moment, I let myself go, finishing inside him with a muttered, "Oh, fuck," spilling from my lips.

We lay there, still connected, with my head buried in the crook of his neck, his hands skating lightly along my back. After a while, we get cleaned up and settle into bed; Seth's head rests on my chest.

"You're amazing," he whispers, tilting his head to brush his lips along my jaw.

I sigh contentedly, and within a few minutes we are both asleep.


light

When I wake hours later, the sun seems bright against my eyelids. I can hear Seth snoring lightly beside me, and it makes me smile. He’s still close, our bodies heating the small space beneath the sheet, though we turned away from each other during the night.

I shift so I can see him, lying on my stomach with my cheek pressed against the pillow. He’s so beautiful with his lips parted and his features relaxed in sleep, but I’m filled with conflicting emotions.

Happiness, that we were finally together.

Worry, that it might be nothing more than one night.


wake

Honestly, I know there is no way Seth would ever think having a "friends with benefits" type of relationship would be okay, but still... Everything I've wanted for so long is right here, in this bed, and as happy as that makes me, it is also terrifying.

What if he doesn't feel the same this morning as he seemed to last night?

My train of thought is derailed as Seth's eyelids flutter, then open. His smile is immediate... and genuine.

He reaches up to run his fingers through my hair, and he says, "Good morning, beautiful. How about some breakfast?"


tease

The question of what we are is on the tip of my tongue, but I just feel so stupid and insecure asking it. I know Seth. This has to be real – so why do I need some sort of confirmation?

I decide to hold onto my dignity and just nod. His tugs at my hair, pulling me closer, and we share a soft kiss before crawling out of bed.

After we pull on our boxers and t-shirts, I follow Seth into the kitchen, feeling my cheeks heat even before I hear the catcalls.

“You tap that, man?” Emmett teases Seth.


nonchalant

I frown, opening my mouth to respond when Seth interrupts. "Actually, Em, if you really want to know... it was the other way around."

The entire kitchen goes still; all eyes are on me, and all mouths are, for once, decidedly shut.

Embry breaks the silence. "Holy shit, Ed! I never knew."

"Well, why the fuck would you?" Jasper asks Embry with a laugh. "Edward, my man! Nicely done."

"No offense, E, but I assumed you would be the... submissive one," Jake admits.

"Hey, now," Seth cuts in. "Don't talk to my boyfriend like that. He is anything but submissive."


stare

I stand there for a second, completely unsure how to react to any of this, but then my lips curve into a smirk. I reach out and wrap my arm around Seth, pulling him close. “Boyfriend, huh?” I whisper in his ear.

“You damn well better be,” he answers, his tone both playful and serious at once.

“Definitely,” I murmur with a smile. He kisses me, just long enough for someone to throw a towel at my head.

“Hey, now,” Emmett says. “I didn’t say I wanted to see…”

Our laughter breaks the awkward tension, and Seth winks at me.


plan

"You two are fucking adorable, you know that?" Jake drawls, smiling.

I smile back. "We know."

"Well, what do y'all wanna do today?" Jasper asks.

"Another walk down the lakeshore?" Embry suggests.

Emmett grins at Seth and me. "Sure, but it may not be as magical as yesterday's trip." He winks.

Everyone gets up and starts rummaging around for their stuff, and within a few minutes, we're heading out the door.

Seth reaches for my hand as we cross the porch. "Come on, baby. You ready?"

I lean over, giving him a peck on the lips. "Of course I am."

1 comment:

  1. Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! Omg you guys! Thank you, thank you! *tacklehugs* Love you both sfm!

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